This weekend has been funky. Not particularly bad, but definitely funky.
I think it’s stress that’s manifesting itself in physical ways. First, since Wednesday and including today, I have woken up at least 5 minutes before my alarm every morning. Sometimes it a full hour before I wake up. And I’m wide awake.
Second, my stomach has been doing this flippy thing. You know the feeling you get when you drop on a rollercoaster? That feeling, and especially when I’m about to eat something.
So, this weekend, I just stayed in. I wasn’t sure at the beginning of the weekend whether or not the stomach thing was actual illness, but I’m pretty sure now that it’s just stress. It was nice to be able to kind of remove myself for a little while and just breathe.
Although, there is a part of me that gets frustrated when I stress out this way. As a control freak, it’s not fun to be out of control of my sleep or stomach. But I took it as an opportunity to rest with God, to talk to Him about the stuff going on in my life. And I played this song on repeat
It’s such a good reminder to know that He has got this. I don’t know where my path is going to take me in this life, but I rest in the knowledge that God is walking with me every step of the way.
How was your weekend? Did you do anything fun?