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This year has been heavy. But even before the isolation and uncertainty that this era of the pandemic was brought into our lives, life wasn’t perfect. Throughout my life, I chased after things I thought would bring me comfort or significance or worth. Having a busy lifestyle, or connections in person or online, or accomplishing goals. I was in constant pursuit.

This year has forced me to slow down, like many other people, and reflect and reevaluate what is really important. To level risks and priorities against both mental and physical health. It has me craving the Word, the reminders of who God is, and what my relationship to him is, and I came across this beautiful blessing given to the tribe of Benjamin in Deuteronomy.

“Let the beloved of the LORD rest secure in him, for he shields him all day long, and the one the LORD loves rests between his shoulders.”

Deuteronomy 33:12

Beloved. One who is much loved. A beloved person is one who is being actively pursued. Which means that God is actively pursuing us.

Even when we are chasing other things to fill the void like what is described in Nehemiah.

They refused to listen and failed to remember the miracles you performed among them. They became stiff-necked and in their rebellion appointed a leader in order to return to their slavery. But you are a forgiving God, gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and abounding in love. Therefore you did not desert them

Nehemiah 9:17

He never deserted us. Even when I feel isolated and overwhelmed, God is still standing beside me, longing for me to be still enough to hear his whispers of comfort.

And why does he love us? More than the fact that we are each created in his image to rule together in his Kingdom. It is the simple fact that God is love.

And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them.

1 John 4:16

So remember, you aren’t just loved, you are beloved. God is pursuing your heart and longs to be with you, to face the giants together and overcome the world. It is an intimacy I can rely on when feeling lost and facing the unknown. In that truth, I can find rest and peace no matter what tomorrow brings.

I hope you enjoyed this reminder that we are the beloved of God. If you know someone who needs this encouragement, please share this post with them today.

Deuteronomy 4:9

Only be careful, and watch yourselves closely so that you do not forget the things your eyes have seen or let them fade from your heart as long as you live. Teach them to your children and to their children after them.

Deuteronomy 4:9

The last five years in our family have been quite a ride. We experienced unexplained pregnancy loss over and over again. Disappointment. Isolation. Pain. And then, last year, a pregnancy that ended in a perfectly healthy baby boy.

And the honest truth is that there is a part of me that wants to forget the last five years. All the pain and heartache just put away on a shelf. Door closed. Never mentioned again.

But not only would that dishonor the memory of my two daughters, but it would dishonor what God did in my life as well. God walked beside me the whole way, showed how my pain had a purpose, how I could use my disappointments and grief to show compassion to others walking the same path.

I want my son to know that when he meets disappointments in his life, when his expectations aren’t met, that it doesn’t change his worth or value in God’s eyes. That the God we serve doesn’t forsake us, doesn’t leave us, but instead guides us and whispers hope into our hearts. That being still and slowing down are important skills.

It’s part of the reason I’m writing my book. To remember. To honor. To have something solid to point to when I’m telling my son the story of his sisters and a God who will always be there.